justrun-.

been feeling so sick since last night :( monstrous headaches, the feeling like i'm gonna throw up, bloatedness... it's as irritating as the volatile, pungent, toxic white HCl fumes evolved when you react PCl5 with alcohols. haha. (ok actually i wouldn't know cos i have yet to see/smell those fumes) damn gross feeling!!!!!!!!! ARGH. i can't concentrate on anything and i'm not getting proper work done. i don't even feel like going for a run or anything fun for that matter.

chem spa this morning was goooddd. a lot better than the mock spa at least. yay. so proud of myself (: MrLoy's notes are super comprehensive (x 1000)! haha and i like my own notes a lot too. i should start filing T2 stuff. time is flying by like nobody's business.

mothers' day dinner tonight with maternal relatives. i hateeee this sort of . thing. haha. esp when i feel like being alone. sian diaoz.

maybe i should clean up my room .. heh. wahlao i really feel super sick :( been drinking a lot a lot of water. dunno why i'm so thirsty + hungry. feel like i haven't eaten forever. BBRRRRR. maybe it's the stress. last night i was raiding prissy's room hahaha. AGH NOW MY INSIDES FEEL coated with .. saturated fats and possibly trans fats and ewww. i think junk food should be banned!!!! sian...

hmmm. think i was okay till thursday then i started getting worried about spa and like doing weird things. why does stress affect me so much :( s'always like that onez. couldn't sleep properly last night and i got up at like 4am. ahha. it was raining and there was thunder and i couldn't get back to bed. so i ended up revising more chem till 6am. was so zonked after b'fast that i had to take a nap before going to sch. AGHHH. need some anti-anxiety drugs or sth. lol. i can totally imagine myself blacking out before A levels. ha. ha . haaaaaa. i need some stress therapy!!!!! hypnosis from pollywhirlll!! (don't even know why i rmb pokemon names)

eh? but spa is over why am i still exhibiting odd stress symptoms. lawl. preash dont tell me i'm alrd worrying about BT2 -cries.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [16:23]

and took [20080510] strides

it's the passion that drives you